IM THINKIN ABOUT GOING AMBER ROSE?

I BEEN GOING THRU ALOT AND I BEEN TAKIN IT OUT ON MY HAIR WHICH MEAN BLEACHING IT AND DYIN IT CRAZY COLORS BASICALLY LASHING OUT TRYING TO FIND MYSELF BUT NOW IM STUCK WITH THE MOST BRITTLE HAIR EVER! I ALREADY GOT FED UP AND CUT IT TO ABOUT UNDER MY EARS MIND U MY HAIR WAS PAST MY SHOULDERS. SO I WANNA SHAVE IT ALL OFF N START FRESH HELP WHAT WUD U DO? OH AND P.S. MY HAIR IS V ERY CURLY PUERTORICAN HAIR SO THINK ABOUT THE GROWING PROCESS ASWELL...